An Ordinary Day

I just realized that the time of my blog is not suitable with the real time..
That's why my blog posting always shows "morning time" although I always write at night..
Huh! I have already tried to set the time..
But, it doesn't work,
What should I do?
Whatever, at least I always write every day
and always at night.. 

Today I still stay alone..
My parents haven't came back yet..
I spent this morning by doing laundry and cleaning the house,
I mopped and swept the floors..
I was really busy, so I missed my breakfast..

In the afternoon I had "pangsit" for lunch..
The one that is near from my Senior High School, SMA 10 Padang..
I really missed the pangsit..
I used to eat there when I was SMANTEN student..
The owner of it is a middle age man and he still remembered me..
I also met three of my Senior High School teachers..

Nothing really special for today..
But I learned something:
"I have to write even I don't have anything special to write"

The Killing Night

Tonight, I have to spend the night alone, again..
My parents are out of town now..
It is not for the first time..
But, the feeling of afraid still follows me..

I was really scared,
about 4 hours ago, thunders and storms happened just like MP3(Non Stop)
The rain was so hard that deaf my ears..
I even could not hear my own voice..
That's why I decided to go to my bedroom earlier after checking all the windows and doors,
made sure that I have already locked them..

The rain just stopped and a cold spooky night comes..
I don't know what to do..
My eyes are not tired yet..
I am an insomnia..
I laid down my body since an hour ago
Stared at two innocent lizards which were playing cheerfully on the wall..
Now, the lizards have gone..
I don't know where did they go
Maybe they are hiding behind the cupboard and spending the night together..

I wanna be them
But, I don't like eating mosquitoes
So I decided to be my self again..

I hope this unfriendly night will not kill me..

What a Friend For

12:07:54, she sent me a message..

Honey, sorry..
For couple days I am not being so nice to you.
I know you are uncomfortable with this condition.
There are many problems since Monday.
I don't know who am I going to talk to.
You don't have any experience about one of them, so I can't tell you.
The rest are still waiting to be solved.
Hopefully, this is just for this week.
I am so sorry, have a nice day!

I was thinking about her when the message is received in my inbox..
I couldn't accept her reason..
She can't tell me about the problems she has just because I don't have any single experience about that?
Even ( I think ) I am one of her best friend?
Let me ask you dear..!
Should I get married before giving advice to married people who have problems with their husbands or wives?
Should I give birth before sharing information to a pregnant mom that she has to consume a lot of nutrition?

Do you know, baby?
Sometimes a shampoo sales is bald and a bra seller is a man..
Both of them don't use their products but they know the details of them..

I hope that you understand..
Sometimes, when you tell your problems to someone, it is not just about looking for the solution..
It can be a share..
A share that you will not responsible the problems just by yourself..
A share that can make your friend feels worth..
Because that's what a friend for..

Am I poorer?

Terrible!
A word that can describe my day today...
My plan that I had planned before didn't properly work ..
What a mess!
But my beloved mother told me that It was a part of to be successful..
She is not right at all because the trouble maker was him!
Fortunately, with my brightness, I could handle it..
Thanks GOD!

There was a thing that made me dilemma today..
When I took an angkot, I met an old man whom I know that he is a beggar.
If I am not mistaken, his "stand" is in front of SARI ANGGREK bookstore..
I am sure that I was true because I still remember his face exactly, and the small bucket he brought,
that (based on my "comprehension") the bucked is used for placing money given by people..

I glanced at him, then I realized that he was wearing a watch..
Just like me..
But he wore chained watch instead of rubber one which I wore.
Then, I glanced at him, again..
And again, just like me, he had a hand phone..
Yet, his phone was Nokia where mine is SAMSUNG
I started to think,
At the same time, his phone rang..
He answered it and spoke loudly
"Yo nak, saba lah dulu, tapi kakek cari pitih, ka bali Play Station ndak?"
I was speechless and screamed inside my heart
What the h*ll is this??

Another Step To Reach the Success

Today, I made it..
After several weeks waiting for this day..
Finally, the opportunity comes..
I will try my best and show the best, even I can't be the best..

Now, I am exhausted,
After walking and searching too much.
But, each steps that I have taken will be the witnesses of my journey..
 

I need to sleep,
Closing my eyes and healing my knees.
Seems like "bed time" comes earlier than ever..

Good night,
I wanna sleep and keep smiling..
Because today is another step to get the success I am reaching for..

Finally, My blog is done

Horray!!!!