My Crispy Fried fingers (Cooking Disorder)

Ouch!
It happened again!
I hurt my own fingers..
what a development!
Now, I hurt two fingers instead of one..

Hmm...
First, I'll let you know about my SECRET.
I LOVE COOKING, (but that's not the secret I want to tell you, because everyone has already knew that I am good at cooking)
:D
The secret is: I have a bad habit when cooking.
When I am cooking, I like to put my point finger into the pan to check whether the water is already hot or not,
And I do it even I know how to check it without touching the water.
I don't know why, but I always feel satisfy after doing
I admit that it is painful, but I don't want to stop.
But I do it just when I cook something needing water, like noodle, boiled vegetable, boiled egg, etc..
Really weird, right?
And I have never told anyone about it including my mom, but you!
So, lucky you!

But, today it became worse..
I did it with different thing..
I was hungry, but there was nothing to eat because my mother was not home.
So, I decided to fry an egg.
I was thinking about something else when I heated the oil..
Unconsciously, I put my point finger into the pan and it touched the hot oil.
I was shocked and drew my hand immediately.
It made the pan moved and the oil shocked that reached my thumb.

It was really hot and painful.
It is!
When I took a bath, I had to be very careful..
Dressed, ate, opened my bag, took my laptop were painful moments for me..

The question is AM I WARY?
I don't know..
I don't deny that it shocked me.
But, I like my crispy fried fingers
:D